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Not everybody likes you

2011-10-07T18:20:00.002+08:00

The reality fact is that. If there are people who likes you. Then there will also be people who DISLIKE you.

Somebody just couldn't understand this fact.

Someone said this few days ago "i need the enthusiasm from people around me. They must be passionate when they are around me. I dislike people being cold to me".
Which i think she meant she needed attention every minute every second?

Could you stop being self-centered and attention seeking. Its making people around unhappy.
You don't even respect and pay attention to people. Yet you want so many attentions from people.
There's a limit you should go to.

But sometime this world is just unfair.
people like this tend to get really lots of attention, care and concern...

Sometime we remain silence just to endure people with such attitude.
Sometime we make a fuss is because we want to be heard and that we're at limit of endurance!

where do i go....

2011-09-16T21:14:00.000+08:00

helping my fren advertise

2011-09-05T14:05:00.000+08:00

Looking for Permanent part-time Medic(s)

-Singaporeans/ PRs living here only. 18 years old and above.

-Be willing to work in an outdoor environment(events,home nursing) from time to time.

-Must posses either of the following practicing certificate:
1.Standard First Aid
2.Advanced First Aid
3.Basic Cardio Life Support (BCLS)
4.NITEC/Diploma/Degree in Nursing

-Bilingual. Able to speak English.

-Able to commit at least 2-3 months.

Interested candidates can forward your resume to elainehwa@live.com.sg

Note: applicants on social visit/ tourist passes (ie. Filipinos/ Myanmarese) will not be entertained at all.

source: http://singapore.gumtree.sg/c-Jobs-healthcare-nursing-Permanent-part-time-Medic-s-W0QQAdIdZ311216963

so am i to forget wadeva nasty comments you say??

2011-08-19T03:06:00.000+08:00

it happens before. And it happens again!
You, saying things without thinking consequences.
saying thing without thoughts of people's feelings.
speaking things out loud without going thru ur brain.

This time it was the worst!
you said thing as you like.
you said all the nasty thing at your own wish.
And after all those troubles you cause,
you ask to forget everything.
Why? to get people stop scolding you for being nasty?
powerfulness of words. this is wad you cause.
And this is wad you should learn.
Tho i'm not sure u will learn it.

Happy birthday to me

2011-08-08T13:49:00.000+08:00

finding time to write down my feelings...

2011-07-16T13:32:00.000+08:00

my thoughts are in a mess right now.
everytime finding time to write down some feelings..
but everytime ending up backspacing the whole text..
but i guess i really need a space to voice some thoughts.

it doesn't feel great having someone in your life that make you feel irritated, annoying, sad, angry, demoralise and such.. almost everyday in your life.
My nemesis! damn you..
I had to cry so often thanks to all your comments,
sometime i just don't understand! And it jus isn't right!
Why do the one enduring your nonsense gets all the scolding, reprimanding. While you get so much care and concern no matter how bad ur stubbornness gets!?

feeling more and more useless as more tears flows...

long chat

2011-06-20T02:03:00.000+08:00

today had a nice nice nice chat with some friends.
chat about habits, privacy, future, career and such.
Glad to have a further understanding of a friend.. :)

I enjoy today long chat. Though i spend the whole day just chatting and stoning infront of my laptop. :P

But the night fall still makes me kind of emotional and lost...

Pouring out

2011-06-14T02:24:00.000+08:00

Tonight I feel somehow relax after weeks of stress. I can say maybe it's bcux I pour out almost all unhappiness to friends. By SMS by msg by meeting face to face.
And a new insight gained thru meetups.

Lost souls found each other and gave each other comfort and courage.

Tho my nemesis still exist... Haa

you

2011-06-08T02:04:00.000+08:00

I'm not sure why you do that everytime.
I always wonder whats in your mind.
Why always so attention seeking.
When will you stop acting like that.

There is a limit to my tolerance for your foolish nonsense!
Its mind torturing...
I'm stressed! I feel restless! And i am tired all because of your nonsense..

movie

2011-06-01T18:12:00.001+08:00

recently watched this movie intro by fren

nice love movie.

one of the quote i like from the movie

"爱情没有那么简单否则世界上的每一个人早就找到幸福了"
- love isn't so simple. Or else everyone in this world had already found their happiness

sigh..

2011-06-01T17:34:00.000+08:00

don't like this kind of feeling.

like u get ignored suddenly. And when this happens.. its like the whole world are doing it together. Not intended but happens at same time same day..

sleeps

2011-05-16T01:14:00.002+08:00

when u are unhappy. you use sleeping to hide it. And at the same time hiding away from problems.

perhaps...

doesn't feel great to be call a "junk"...

doesn't feel great when u need to pour it all out, then u couldn't...

hate it when you couldn't let it out and could only cry alone...

hate it more when u wanna cry, you still have to hide those tears.

maybe i couldn't live till the day to see those karma happens...

late update - my first election voting!

2011-05-12T14:28:00.000+08:00

late update. didn't have the chance to post.

My first time voting...

they say no updates!!

2011-04-06T18:35:00.000+08:00

old update actually. Went to orchard central for dinner 2 wks ago!
together with my bro, sis-in-law, and their 2 friend. so-call dinner.. but actually is match-making session for their 2 friend! Erm i was there as "extra".. went there for the food only actually. hee

tonkichi

kimchi

grinding the sesame

foodies

rice!

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Last month was also sis-in-law bday and so my bro bought this cake.
PUPPY cake

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Last week went to this soju bang korea bbq @ tanjong pagar
picture not taken nicely....

just thoughts. just blessed. just touched.

2011-03-24T14:21:00.001+08:00

Just being lazy in updating the blog. But today shall spend the time to update this space of mine :D

Dating back to 2 weeks ago, went to sakura to celebrate parents birthday with family, sis-in-law and her bro.

Happy family day out filled with laughters is so nice.
2nd visit to sakura is better than 1st visit.
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2 weeks ago went city hall and saw this famous popcorn (so called oprah's favourite?)..
The queue damn longgggggg so didn't buy it. but last week someone bought for me. Cheese & almond favour! nice nice :D

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Yesterday was alone at home. parents went over to malaysia. Was lazy to go so far to buy lunch and so decide to buy spaggethi from nearby mini-mart and cook :D

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I can't understand the fact of some people. Why are they letting themselves being used again and again just by listening to some sweet talks. And the fact that some people are so blinded.. It feel disgusting.
= ="

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just some thoughts. ever felt like if you don't have to explain alot about yourself and people will understand how you feel. Know your sorrow, your pain, and such...

I didn't know i had. But now i know i have. :D
Yes i feel blessed and touched with your understanding..

updates

2011-03-07T01:35:00.001+08:00

haven't been updating blog for some time. = =
Usually feel like blogging. And when i wrote one long paragraph of words i decide not to post it, and close the browser..

nowadays feel like giving too much time for certain thing. And then neglecting certain thing and people.
And then... trying to voice out unhappiness but getting silence responses..
As good as not saying anything.. =(

back in sg

2011-02-14T19:34:00.000+08:00

离家出走1个星期终于回家了。
想家想我的电脑想我的床
回到我的安全区！

在外度过的一个星期不是很习惯
有时像被困在那边
说好去3天结果变成6天。。。
一个星期没有internet!
一个星期不能写信给朋友

不过kampong的风景很美很舒服尤其是傍晚时刻

我离家出走了

2011-02-05T01:34:00.000+08:00

我离家出走了! =P
带着我的牙刷我走了！

哈哈4天后见！我要去holiday @ malaysia
=)

tell me why i hate cny dunno since when

2011-02-03T23:41:00.000+08:00

First day of cny isn't great as usual.
Just when i was hoping i get through this pathetic day. The longest day of the year for me. I tried all ways i could avoid any arguement or conflicts.
Then when the day was about to end. This aunt of mine decided to question me about my life and future. Which in the end result in tensions between us.

Well done, you never fail to spoil my mood on every day 1 of cny.
凸凸凸凸凸!!!

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well.. just some funny moments during today (yea before that tension happen)

1)conversation during blackjack 21 time between me and my uncle:

uncle:（got an A for one of his card)看！ A啊！见证奇迹的时候！跟刘谦一样！
me: 人家是刘谦你老千！
others: 哈哈哈！
uncle: $%^&^%$

2) conversation between the same uncle and my nephew

nephew:叔公你猪了！
叔公: 猪？输啦！是输
nephew: “猪”公你输了！

will you stop mentioning that person!?

2011-02-02T13:02:00.000+08:00

Is it a need to pop out that person in the conversation for so many times in your conversations?
isn't it obvious my attitude is showing that i'm not interested in hearing things about THAT person! Thats the last thing i ever want to hear CURRENTLY
Are you that INSENSITIVE to people's actions, behaviours and feelings!?

Are you that insensitive that you don't feel anything wrong after you hurt someone!

Like you feel you didn't do anything to hurt people when you already hurt so much. It takes so much courage to pretend nothing happens.
Are you that ignorance.

伤害

2011-01-28T20:56:00.000+08:00

被伤害的感觉不好
被利用的感觉更难受
背后被捅了好几刀似的
很难受

难受却无法发泄
心里也不好受

孤独忍耐疼痛
借着睡意麻痹
逃避不想看到的一切

但反而更疼痛
也觉得越来越累
身体的疲惫让一切变得灰暗
仿佛睡一辈子还是一样疲惫

下雨天也是让人心情特别低落的天气
似乎恰巧嘲笑我的心情
让人跌入谷底

如何开心起来

disturbed...

2011-01-25T09:59:00.000+08:00

Affected by some words last night by someone.
Didn't sleep well :(

sometime people just don't understand.
And times people anyhow assume...

Don't treat me like its my fault.

dinner at New York New York!

2011-01-17T13:49:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to New york New york for dinner with my two bro and sis-in-law! :D

Pictures post today:

Mushroom! Eating myself... T_TzZ

I got this new nick "mush/mushroom" ever since my fren zuozuo starting calling me that. And now most of the dragonica clique call me that T_T

Me and my sis-in-law

glass also want to take pix.. -.-Zz

Sunday family day

2011-01-10T02:13:00.000+08:00

Sunday went out with family to cosway point for lunch and shopping!
Went sakae!! Yumyum my sushi, soba, fried tofu etc!
Then went to shop for new sofa. Chat few minutes with friend !
And then buy cny clothes!! ;)

Wahaha my online game finally beaten the stupid longlong! And I changed job for my character successfully :D

Frenz

2011-01-06T03:01:00.000+08:00

Ytd something went not so smooth in my life resulting tears,anger,sadness, disappointment!
And then demoralizing!

Sometime when you feel sad u wanna be alone away from this world. And yet sometime u want a friend to tell everything you feel upset about. At the same time pull u back to this world.

I am glad I had frenz who cares and cheer me up. Be it SMS or being right infront to listen. I appreciate tats y I smile again

1st jan 2011

2011-01-01T20:11:00.000+08:00

tears on the first day of 2011. not what i wanted.

decrease in motivation. =(
demoralization increase.. sigh

Happy new year

2011-01-01T02:07:00.000+08:00

Happy new year 2011!

2010 isn't a good year still. But still new year new resolution! And things to complete.

- I hope 2011 would be a fruitful year!
- Improvement to skills and more work added to portfolio!
- Rearrangement of room!
- Make sure rude people get back what they deserve!
- Make more money
- lesser 小人

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Aside from that, people who don't respect me i won't respect your either!
sarcasm is such idiot thing too!

christmas present!

2010-12-26T14:52:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas!
And yesterday santa came by. He dropped 3 presents in my room.
1 for me, 1 for my bro's wife, and lastly for the wife's bro.
oh yea santa was my 2nd bro. haha

new blogskin!

2010-12-22T19:02:00.002+08:00

New blogskin layout. :D

previous one seems too dull. he he prefer like this. :)

Fun. Fake. Loved

2010-12-22T02:36:00.000+08:00

Had fun with the house's new toy "xbox kinect"!
more like an exercising equipment. haha!
Yesterday early morning did a round of exercise with the gaming which involves so much actions like jumping, squatting, kicking, bending and more! FUN FUN FUN!

And yesterday after dinner went to sit around the playground next to my flat. he he played the slides which i hadn't done it for years. wahaha feel like i'm a kid again :D

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Sometimes i don't understand why we have to be so fake. But sometime it can't be helped. Faking covers up so much unhappiness.

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Your words touched me sometime. Or sometime it made me smile. But i'm not sure how long we gonna last. But thx u, i enjoy your existence. Though we don't seems to get along well in the beginning. But its alright now

i shall spare for your thoughts while you did not..

2010-12-10T17:57:00.000+08:00

I no fear for words i wrote down upon
I don't take back for what i say,
cause thats what my inner voice is saying.

I spare for your thoughts,
while you did not spare mine.

You choose to be domineering,
Though there are people who kept quiet,
But they don't fear you for the bad don't win.

Was it your EQ that fails you,
or was it by nature that you behave so.

For someone who doesn't spare thoughts for people,
I don't curse them.
We bless that they be forgiven for the bad karma they had accumulate.

home-made juice

2010-11-29T20:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday flipping through some old magazine(deciding to throw away or not), and saw one article on home-made juice.

ingredients:
celery
tomato
carrot
lemon

The article mention it detox and lower cholesterol..
So my mum went to buy the ingredients and ask me to make the juice.

errr... the taste isn't pleasant to taste bud. =X
So i added apple, and it taste nicer! Nice~
But couldn't made a jar of juice 'cuz i only had 2 apples in my fridge. =.="

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Another rainy night. Rainy night made be feel emotional. Then again i enjoy this weather. lol

friday night

2010-11-27T20:10:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to plaza singapura with cherie for steamboat at crystal jade kitchen.

Food all these alright. Soup base not bad. But services by certain staff v.terrible and attitude.. =(

Waiting for someone :P

foodie. Table space limited, din manage to get the other meat, wanton etc into the pix. Their hk style wanton is nice~

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Should start to pack up those junks in my room and throw away as many thing as possible. But someone just don't understand at all. When i say i am trying to clear up as many things as possible, so that there will be more space around the room for moving around, for stretching. And she suggest "lets get another cupboard for my clothes".
NO we not adding furnitures or wadeva junks to my room. I had enough junks here already.. -.-"

Just don't give up

2010-11-24T01:04:00.001+08:00

times when reality or how this world goes. We are sometime forced to do something we are not happy with. Its not about "we had choices" sometime. Its about "being force till there is not even a C H O I C E"..

How many times we wanted to make things our way but failure due to pressure. The kind of sadness you have to keep it to yourselves and without encouragement or support it make it even harder! Wads worse is you even had to endure with sarcastic comments from people who looks down on you.

Times we wonder why won't they understand? Why won't they shut up! And yeah they won't understand cuz they aren't us. So one way is to be strong, do it and one day proof to them that you can succeed, and their judgement was never right. For those who won't shut up, they will NEVER shut up. Hating them and arguing are just waste of energy. Just pray they get into troubles for bad thing they say. :x

I won't give up!

New layout

2010-11-22T14:04:00.000+08:00

Done with 2 things.

new layout for both portfolio and blogskin.

Looking forward to Friday :D
But today it only monday.. lol

things to do! get motivated!

2010-11-21T03:00:00.000+08:00

Rainy days over. Time to cast away unhappy thoughts. Time to get motivated and put in more effort to catch up on the times wasted.

This few days killed lots and lots of brain cellsss and i feel great about that. lol tho its the burning of fats i prefer :P
I manage to complete certain task in one day.. Which i previously took days doing it!

things to do!
- update portfolio page
- edit those illustrationss
- change blogskin
- draw!
- Tidy my room, throwing out unwanted junks and this time i really mean EMPTY as many thing as i could!
- Planning how to redecorate my room, making more spacesss in my room! well i use to have many space in my room till someone moved in :(
- make sarcastic people feel SORRY for wad they said. hehe!!

突然下起大雨，让心情更灰暗

2010-11-19T19:47:00.000+08:00

外面突然下起大雨，
加重了不安与伤感。。

当自己不被接受，
不被肯定，
为什么就是不能接受与支持呢。。。

有时好讨厌这世界。
讨厌这个社会。。
它的贪慕虚荣，
它的残酷与歧视。

可否一觉不醒。。？

food posts + random ranting

2010-11-15T14:06:00.000+08:00

7th november had 2 visitors came our house and so we went out to eat for dinner. nice food.

chicken wing

tofu

mantou(for the crab sauce)

crabs

fish

My little visitor "bee-bee" from malaysia.

Saturday made oreo cheesecake for my big bro birthday(wic is today)
2nd attempt at it. At least this time is in one piece. ha ha

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In times we think that why this person is so bad attitude. Why the way this person talk in such rough way. And why people so EVIL when they talk to you (in the way that it is sarcastic and hurtful for you)...

I believe they will get their karma. Could be immediate, could be later, could be future. It will still come no matter what. Because i think it happen to someone i know. someone i don't like, someone who always being rude and hurt my feeling.

time you listen wad people say

2010-11-08T17:40:00.000+08:00

do you ever encounter such situation that...
-when you dun feel like going out or doing certain task 'cuz of some reason like moody, sick or not allowed to. Then someone(who pretends to know you well) jump out and saying things to make other people think you are just "pure lazy" or "no life"

Under this kind of situation you tried to explain, and that someone pretend not to hear and continue standing by what she said about you.

I hate this kind of people.

Its not about what you say. Its about the TRUTH of what is real!

And when people start saying thing to DEBATE AGAINST THOSE BAD COMMENTS YOU SAID, you start showing black face and attitudes. Its just like making yourself a fool, self-centered and unable to communicate.

And when elderly say something or wanted you to change about your behaviour or attitude. you listen and not continue your nonsenses. I was there and i believe the elders was right to scold you.

reminding me of unhappy thing

2010-11-01T16:47:00.000+08:00

today received a friend requests in facebook.

I was already putting everything down. Letting go. Not thinking about it.
Its been one year since then. Then your name pop up out of nowhere.

Hoping that person didn't forget..
You don't bother contact for one year.
You pretend not seeing me when i was infront of you for whole 2 - 3 hours?

Why bother only after a year later...

the feeling

2010-10-29T17:47:00.000+08:00

sometime I do thing or create something.
Just to complete a certain tasks.
Just to express my feeling
Just to do it as an add-on to what you already have (i mean quantity)
But sometime forgetting the feel of Exploring, Improving...

just wanting to complete it can make you not so willing to do it.

Have to find back the feeling that motivates you to focus completely in.

perhaps

2010-10-28T16:50:00.000+08:00

Perhaps people don't feel they are wrong at all or being sensitive to certain things cuz nobody ever told them... Or they are just that hopeless. Sometime you are angry with this kind of people or pity them..? Sigh

some lameshit.... grr

2010-10-16T01:00:00.000+08:00

Unhappy night. Some lameshit showing some kind of "she think she is the queen" attitude making 3 people so unhappy.

Like me and another 2 person watching anime on tv. so the other person not so interested in the anime was playing game on psp. But she did so much annoying stuff to disturb us like increasing game volume. making noises, imitating voices. And saying lameshit thing... roarrrr

So not enjoyable. haizzz...

keeping those matters to myself almost make me 喘不过气. almost wanna cry out and no where to vent those angers. But luckily i had a good friend to tell about those unhappy thing and let out abit of those anger. =)

傷心

2010-10-11T23:51:00.002+08:00

傷心的時候，
比自己微笑，
反而更難過。。。

我做不到

roarrrrr

2010-10-03T01:59:00.000+08:00

after having this visitor staying at my room. THere are more things to get angry about. RIDICULOUS, UNREASONABLE is what i describe for those behavior.

So it goes like... We are talking about home stuff for daily life. Things to buy, things to change. And of cuz going where to buy for the "quality" and for the "price".. We don't have any ARGUEMENT ISSUES before that visitor came into the picture..

And so we were talking about going to this certain place to shop and buy. And at this point if my family members had better suggestions they would say nicely and say why is it better.

And so i was also suggesting place to go shopping and buying things few days ago in the afternoon. And that visitor straight away shout to me that it is just a waste of time going there('cuz she never like leaving places out of area that she stay in) and including words like "IDIOT, RETARD, STUPID"!! It make me damn angry that for no reason you are shouting those thing at people JUST BECAUSE you don't wanna accept people's idea!? And is it neccessary to use those words in every sentence whenever you are rejecting people's idea. It is very hurting and rude to do that!

And so i don't wish to continue this arguement. I walk away back to my room. I didn't fight back, i just end this talk with silence. When i was in my room writing some email to my good friend, that person came into the room and say "WHAT!? NOT HAPPY AGAIN JUST BECAUSE I SAY YOU!? THROWING TEMPER??? WHATEVER *and some other nonsense comments*"...
Ok whose the one making nonsense and throwing temper??

ROAR! angry and hurting :(
SOmetime feeling lonely and feel like running out of the house.

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Other than that hope my papa recover soon from his pain and fever...

masked self

2010-09-27T03:52:00.000+08:00

sometimes its sad that no one listen to your complains.
listen to what unhappiness you have...
And carry on wearing a mask treating someone you hate as if nothing happens.
People not considering your feeling and saying things that aren't true.

And then people saying sarcastic things thinking you won't realise.
Why does people who are dumb.. are dumb enough to think that people are stupid and are tricked by them.

The fact that people are invading into another person's privacy shouldn't be so arrogant and not respecting people.

Yesterday afternoon really couldn't hide those sadness. But i really had no privacy at home. Not even a place to hide when i need time alone...

为梦想。我忍

2010-09-25T02:46:00.000+08:00

你有什么梦想。又有如何实现。

梦想一直存在只要你不放弃追求。。

路程或许不一定顺。。。

或许有人看扁，有人不支持，有人说闲话。。。。

无时无刻都在忍受那些人。。。。。

现在无可奈何。。。。。。

但决不能放弃！

peaceful

2010-09-23T03:07:00.000+08:00

peaceful day. peaceful night :D
For one day only but enjoying it =)

如此嚣张的脸真欠揍

2010-09-20T16:02:00.001+08:00

yesterday had a fight with someone. grrr...

既然是寄人篱下，不就应该放尊重点。
不要打扰别人的平静与隐私。
也应该放尊重点！而不是把一切当成理所当然。
而且还用那么嚣张与欠揍的语气来骂人家。

野蛮人开口闭口都在骂人，
谁喜欢每天被骂 “你白痴啊！”, “你笨蛋啦！” ！？

我不喜欢！！！我恨！！！
但我很喜欢 “以牙还牙”。。。
就算被驯服，但也轮不到你来驯服！

sembawang the whole day...

2010-09-16T14:14:00.000+08:00

didn't know we can spend the whole day just fooling around at sembawang shopping centre X_X

Yesterday went out with bro's wife and her bro. My bro sponsor $30 for us go eat dessert :D So we went to MOF at sembawang shopping centre.

After that went shop around daiso, giant and guardian. And then fooling around. lol

updates

2010-09-10T01:42:00.000+08:00

been lazy to update. Oh well also dun have the mood to online for few days.

It had been quite some time since i had 2 visitors living under the same roof with my family. My bro's wife and her bro. sometimes there are no privacy. But sometime it became not so quiet and lonely. And sometime seeing different sleeping habits of each other. lol

Sometime i feel my room no longer had wad it use to smell like. Instead it had this additional body lotion, perfume and such smell. It take sometime to get use to those smell.

And sometime waking up and seeing ppl walking around my room which i die die wouldn't allow it if it was 2 - 3 months ago!

One day my bro's wife told me something funny about the way we sleep. It was last week when she was getting ready for work. We slept in same room different bed. So usually she would see how i sleep. That morning she said the way i sleep was almost like sitting up. And in her mind she was thinking "how does one sleep in that posture".. and then she left the room. In the opposite room of mine was my bro's room where her bro slept. And she peek in to look at her bro. LAUGHING OUT LOUD, she saw her bro sleeping posture exactly the same as mine. Hahaha!! That was really funny from the way she said it. hahaha i'm entertained by that. :D

Of cuz there are happy times, and so there will also be angry time. =(

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This few day re-watch 2 leonardo di caprio movies. Titanic, romeo and juliet. Tragic love story. . .

But maybe cause its watching with someone at the side kept talking and explaining the story(like i dunno!! zzz is i told u the story first before we watch!) to me grrr...

Sometime when i am watching movie i dun like ppl at the side kept talking and act smart like kept explaining the story so far to me. Many times i had to say "I UNDERSTAND. YOU DUN HAVE TO EXPLAIN"... zzz

If i don't understand i will ask...

woodland blk 888 western stall

2010-08-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

Last nite went out to eat at blk 888 kopitiam with my bro, his wife, jack, ys and hw. Shared price and order a spring chicken from the western stall.

When we order from the uncle, he looks proud. But he nber say anything bad so we just order our food. And when my bro's wife ask him about the chicken, the uncle was like bragging about the food and not really answering. zzz.. so we dun care. and wait for the food to be ready.

When the food is ready, the wait isn't long. And so i go collect it at the stall. So i pay the money to the uncle. The uncle ask the auntie to give me few pkt of chilli. The uncle saw my hand passing him the money.. he gave a proud and arrogant look. ignoring me and continue standing there. Waiting for the auntie to collect. The auntie is bz serving customers, he never help but stand there wait for customers come. And the auntie looks v.tired and scared or so... can't he at least help?? zzz... the uncle just stood there never do anything.. -.-"

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After finish our food and drinks, went to walk around ntuc and buy a few thing. My bro bought one pkt with 3 durians. His wife hate durian and we have to eat it so secretly outside and at the same time not letting her realise it. We took turn to distract her and still need to clear the breath with Mint candy. loll.. so dots :X

But v.v.v.long nber eat durian! XD each of us only get 1 piece... lol

UNO!

2010-08-18T00:38:00.000+08:00

this few day was addicted to this card game "UNO!"
Yes this game is fun and addictive. Especially when a lot ppl play.
So my bro, his wife, his wife's bro and me been playing it almost every night for the past few days! :DD

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last wednesday.. (old update)
went to MOF with my bro's wife to eat ice-cream and salad. After that meal i had fever, flu and sorethroat for one week =X
Anyway the food was still enjoyable :D

mango kurian + hokkaido mini(black sesame)

salmon salad

finish~ full. satisfied. content!

grr sorethroat

2010-08-12T21:04:00.000+08:00

Last night before turning to bed knew something wrong with my throat. Tried all ways to prevent the sorethroat but useless. Woke up and my my throat so pain. Lots of phlegm building up inside :(

I hate having sorethroat cuz it gets worst and then fever and giddyness. Sometime flu. haiz

Luvin' tea~ + 22nd Birthday + unhappiness

2010-08-10T19:33:00.000+08:00

I luv tea~
So today i bought another box of tea.
And now i have lots and lots of tea sachets of different type and flavors of tea. Which may took forever to finish... =X

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On my 22nd bday, yea spend the day at home. I had no mood to celebrate it outside. And so we order KFC for dinner and a tiramisu cake from bakerzin.

gift:

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yesterday had this K-session at party world with someone. Seriously i don't enjoy at all. This is the first ever K-session i don't enjoy AT ALL.
I enjoy every different session with people like andrea, dc, miyake, shiqi, cheryl, mint and others. But NOT WITH YESTERDAY SESSION.

I feel insulted, hurt. And the volume is seriously hurting and painful to my ear. If you say you are increasing the volume to 85 - 90 percents is bcuz "clubbing is this kind of volume"... BUT the problem is WE ARE NOT CLUBBING!

SELFISH and ARROGANT. _|_

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Today slightly better than last night but still v.no mood.

unhappy

2010-08-10T01:23:00.001+08:00

Feeling piss off by some people inconsideration.
Getting totally angry and hurt by someone's evil comments,
it makes me less confidence. The most unenjoyable experience.
And some people's stupidity action is damn irritating.
Crying whole night for unexplainable reasons...

sudden emotional breakdown.

22nd

2010-08-08T01:28:00.002+08:00

happy 22 yrs old...

Ichiban

2010-08-07T18:38:00.000+08:00

Last night meet up with my fren Cherie for dinner at ICHIBAN sushi. :D

Foodies:

Agedashi Tofu

Soft shell crab

sushi

my curry chicken with cheese set + tempura +miso soup + rice + fruit

There were another 2 dish.. which i forget to take pix... :(

FINALLY friday is coming!

2010-08-05T16:13:00.000+08:00

On tuesday MIDNIGHT, my house had 2 visitors. My bro's wife and bro came over. 'cuz they are moving in with us for a month plus or more till they find another flat. SO on tuesday night was helping them move their luggage.. The luggage occupy 2/3 of the lift! faint~

And phew.. luckily i had my aircon repair 'cuz its leaking and not cooling. Now my aircon is freaking cool. :D

This afternoon starting getting v.vex and angry 'cuz of some ppl nagging and commenting. So went to do some jogging+skipping. HAA after sweating out feel quite relax after that. :)

Tomorrow is finally friday~ Will have a meetup :D

纸包不住火

2010-08-02T02:08:00.000+08:00

一个人的谎言能维持一辈子吗？
当你为了自己而不断地说谎。
也不择手段的守住自己的谎言。

虚伪，狠毒，假装，恶心！

纸是包不住火的。
总有一天会真相大白。

I remember...

2010-07-30T18:03:00.000+08:00

每天莫件事，
无论是听的，看的，读的。。。
他们可能会使你想起以前的事。
可能是好事。
可能是坏事。

有一件事永远徘徊在我脑海里。
一件让我看清默认的阴险和丑陋。

我永远不会忘记，
为了情，人可以那么的恶毒。

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papa won't be home till sunday. He will be resting in hospital and recovering from operation.
Hopefully after the operation, his condition will improve. =)

ROM

2010-07-28T16:43:00.000+08:00

Yesterday whole day having good food. hoho

Firstly in the morning went to blk 883 (woodland) for tzi char during lunch.

The food was nice. But the one who serve drink was not. There were 2 foodcourt there. One with aircon and one with no aircon. So we order our drinks from the foodcourt with no aircon. We sat outside near the foodcourt with no aircon. And later on, one woman from the foodcourt with aircon see so many of us, so she want to take our order for beverages. And we said we already order. She question us WHO we order from. And started NAGGING at us for ordering from the other foodcourt and not HER! So we ignore her, she just kept on standing there nagging non-stop! So one of us can't stand her and order some beverages from her. Then finally she stop and went to take the beverage. Seriously.. we had already order. Even if she nag non-stop, we also can't cancelled the order and ask the person to take it back!
Throughout our lunch, she kept walking around our table like worried we order from the other foodcourt again. wth!

whatever.
We still enjoy the food.

And evening time we went to this beaulieu house. A restaurant at sembawang park. It was my 2nd bro's ROM day. We held it at the restaurant there.

Set up of tables:

Ring exchange:

You may kiss the bride.

Dining table:

(no one took pix of the food. lol)

Today i woke up and my arm almost no strength do anything.
>.< 'cuz i was taking care of bro wife's niece. Carrying her, playing with her the whole day. lol but she is cute!

bee-bee!

I think everyone had their chance to carry her since she refuse to walk. All of us take turn carry her from one place to another place. lol

2 more weeks

2010-07-26T01:25:00.001+08:00

2 more weeks to 22th... No feel. No mood. No like.
:(

So much disappointment in past few months. Totally no mood..
disappointment in people, myself, things...
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当时我伤心哭着但却告诉自己。。。
“或许久了不会那么痛，也不会那么恨”
我以为我的恨不会维持那么久。。。

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知道失望与后悔。
换来一个教训。
失去的是一时。
得到的是一辈子。

A nice and not so nice thursday

2010-07-23T02:43:00.001+08:00

It is like rainy season in singapore. And again today is a cold a rainy day but i still enjoy the afternoon with ice-cream~ XD

I think the name of this dish is tauhu goreng? My papa and I made this together! :D
Mainly is fry the dried beancurd till golden. Then julienne raw carrot, cucumber, lettuce. Can add onion too. Putting the raw vege on top of it.
For the sauce I used Thai chilli sauce mix with sour plum sauce. And adding peanuts on top.

Family remarks: Nice. Delicious. Spicy.

Yummy.

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Early morning my mum and i went to the supermarket(the one with stamps) at blk 883 in woodland. And so when we got our stuff, we Q up and pay at the cashier counter. And my mum had things to exchange, and the cashier(lets name her CashierA) said Wait for a moment. So we waited and stand at a corner so we don't block the people behind us.

At the same time, the cashier(lets name her cashierB) at the opposite counter think we are "SUSPICIOUS" and shouted at us! She shout us to get lost and don't stand there. wth.. She could have said it nicely. She don't have to be SO RUDE! And we explain that we are waiting for CashierA for our thing. She didn't hear that and kept continue ranting and ranting non-stop at her counter. WE SAID MANY TIMES WE ARE WAITING FOR cashierA to get our things done. She just couldn't get that into her ear and kept continue whining.

When she was ranting, she was calculating the item cost of another customer(lets call her kpo auntie). And the kpo auntie join in to rant at us! WAD THE? I think the staff telling us off is ENOUGH, why the kpo auntie have to be so KPO to join in!? K PO!

RUDE staff. I rather go the outlet at blk 768.

update

2010-07-22T03:35:00.000+08:00

Just now watched this movie with my bro. "SHUTTER ISLAND"
This movie is quite nice. There were so many mysteries and you have to kept thinking and guessing which is the true and which is wrong. Who is good and who is bad? How will the ending go. Profound...
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St. trinians had part 2 movie! It was release last year but it was not released in singapore. I watched the part 1 movie like some time ago. Nice nice i like. COOL SCHOOL! XD
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If you wanna be a boss or opening any online business. Isn't it important that you reply your customers, getting customers loyalty?!? Perhaps some people just don't know it!

puzzle from "centuries" ago

2010-07-16T14:16:00.000+08:00

did this jigsaw puzzle few days ago. 500pcs. And this puzzle so so so long ago.

Leo sign jigsaw. image done by kagaya studio

My new decoration for my wall XD

<3 my sign

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有时一个人如果付出太多却得不到回报。。。自然的她会学乖。学着放弃不值得的人。

做惯好人所以不想继续虚伪的微笑忍受委屈。

有人对我说过。。。 “要信任”，
我“信”啊！但有用吗？
如果从一开始就不是真心。
不管怎样最后依然是“背叛”

sing till sorethroat.. kaka

2010-07-11T11:53:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is Saturday! The day i looking forward to!

Went to sing K at PartyWorld with miyake. wahaha! Erm.. but i woke up this morning with abit sorethroat.. LOL

Anyway yesterday quite 可惜。。 if we knew we all no plans since morning then we will go TOPone ktv :(

Anyway we first visit the kbox at cineleisure. Totally NOT WORTH it. $25 - 26 for 3 hours only...
So we decide to go to partyWorld. its $20.10 from 2.45pm - 6pm. No booking only can sing till 6pm.. zzz
But anyway we still have fun~ XD

ambience:

singing:

lights:

songs:

OH OH! In the end i selected the OLDEST song among the many songs we selected. hahaha.. 许如芸 - 独角戏

this song v.nice!
Enjoy:

Shall plan again in future and we will go topOne definitely :)

小猪被吓篇。好可爱，好好笑！XD

2010-07-09T03:21:00.005+08:00

you thought so! But who CONFIRM!?

2010-07-07T17:33:00.000+08:00

You thought you explained clearly.
You thought you stated clearly.
But who confirm your explaination is clear?
Who can confirm that nobody have other doubts!?

sometime people always thought so.
ASSUME so and never bother to clarify it.
自作聪明。其实什么都不明白！装个*

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Even a friend who i don't meet that often understand that it is not appropriate to bring her own friend during our meetup. Unless we all know each other.

How come a friend i use to have... and meetup so often can't understand that?!

Udon salad/yusheng?

2010-07-02T20:12:00.001+08:00

Today try out new salad recipe. Actually the recipe is for "ramen".. those maggie mee version. But i prefer udon. So i edit abit here and there to make my udon salad! :D

ingredient:
2 pkt UDON (from S'nS)
yellow pepper
spring onion
carrot
lettuce
sunflower seed

dressing:
1/2 cup olive oil (extra virgin olive oil can be use as makeup removal! it doesn't clog ur pores but act as moisturiser too)
1 lemon
salt to taste.
1 teaspoon of honey

Overall it turns out to be something like our cny's yusheng. haha..!

*updates: It taste great with sprinkle cheese. Didn't tot it will go well tgt... lol

10th July~

2010-07-01T20:38:00.002+08:00

Its on~~~
I hope 10th july faster come. He he... K session! with miyake~
sing till shuang! sing till we drop! and we're definitely singing oldies.
wahahaha!! Planned almost one year for this outing...! XD

you can or you can't

2010-06-30T18:51:00.000+08:00

Don't have thinking like "no i can't",
or "its hard to achieve".. or even "i can't do it like him/her".
Just go ahead and do it. As long as you work hard to keep it up.

And when you are trying to do something or a task,
don't think of "man.. this is tough", "how much longer!!!" or "i can't finish it, i need a rest! -and then you just pause there and never continue"..
then you will never be able to complete it

There are a lot choices in life. Even when doing something, you have questions in your mind like "give up, awhile more i can finish it, endure, nah once this is done i never going to touch it ever again, let's find an easier alternative to this"...
What's your choice then?

recently not able to focus

2010-06-28T23:21:00.000+08:00

老了老了。。。 :(

recently feeling tired and just couldn't focus. sort of slack abit.
Not motivated, thing not going smoothly :(
Feel my eye kept closing. But at night can't sleep! =.="
indigestion.

sianz...

一切的一切

2010-06-28T01:37:00.000+08:00

伤过才看见事实。

做过才明白值不值得。

说过才知道是否被尊敬

信过才看清她/他是真是假。

no topic

2010-06-27T03:20:00.001+08:00

Tonight dinner v.nice and full. 933 golden pillow(mutton curry), prawn salad, fried mee siam, KFC ole feast.

No pictures. The pictures can be seen on their website. google it :P

After that watching "REC 2" in my room with my bro and his gf. I never watch REC 1 'cuz they watch alr so we skip to REC 2. zzz...
Anyway, from what they said it is like continuation of REC 1 but from another view from different people. And later link together.

I guess i still need to watch REC 1 to understand the full story? when i have the time.. heh

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I'm sad my anklet broke. But i had it on my leg for 5 years already. Long enough. Even though 5 years it is still shiny and doesn't rust! But... why does it have to break after i gave away my dolphin anklet to someone! humph... My feet totally feel weird without anklet... :(

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some of my plan isn't working out for me this week. But i will work hard to better result. Endure. Focus!

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有时候，害怕消失的你。。。
让自己更伤害自己。
或许有些事不必太介意。
不用太在乎。
你的心也不会那么承重。

有时去想。。。
你不在乎我，
你不帮我，
你没那么爱我，
你没那么诚实的对待我。
那我也不必拿好人卡。

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I'm going to restrict myself from spending. After i get 3 more items from Ebay. I will not login to ebay for one month. Spree Lesser, SAVE MORE!! :P

Pictures

2010-06-24T18:58:00.000+08:00

90% of these photos are outdated. Just lazy to transfer from hp to my laptop. My renovated kitchen pix.. hoho

Before renovation. Actually the bottom of the sink was covered. The workers came to remove it before they start renovation few days later.
Anyway this or that.. the counter quality are equally bad. lol

ALL CLEARED.

After renovation:
The cabinet and rack not installed yet. But i lazy to take pix after it was installed. lol

The other half of the kitchen view. Our new fridge :)

My new kitchen now seems so big, bright and clean!
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Today my parent cook curry. So called the taiwan style curry?
Taught by my mum's fren who migrated here from taiwan :)

And usually we will buy baguette for curry. But today we din buy any..
I don't really like those plain bread loaf with curry. And so i came up with another idea. Curry sandwich! And it taste great^^

Using our sandwich toaster. Place the curry ingredient in between 2 bread, in few minutes time.. TADA!

The picture don't look that nice.. forget to adjust the camera setting :(
Anyway it taste great. he he..

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Oh this pic i found it in my hp. I think it was taken before cny.
I found this heavy silver ball while doing spring clean. And when you shake it, you can hear bells chime sound. Very old thing yet still look so shiny. I think it was more than 30 years ago, my parent wedding gift. It came in a pair..

AWESOME!

2010-06-20T22:57:00.003+08:00

SUPER MARIO theme (VIOLIN)!

difference between monday and friday.

2010-06-20T13:54:00.000+08:00

Saw this cute video. FUNNY~

Happy Birthday!

2010-06-18T00:31:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to my friend Cherie! :)

Slightly Better.

2010-06-15T17:13:00.000+08:00

Today i felt slightly better abit.
Firstly my stupid sorethroat is recovering! I hate getting sorethroat 'cuz of tonsillitis i had which makes my whole body go weak and feverish.. buh-bye sorethroat.
2ndly, Finally one thing go smoothly. Which is the most important in my mind for weeks.
lastly.. heh secret. 4 gone. 6 to go. 5 weeks to achieve. ENDURE!

FOCUS FOCUS!

=(

2010-06-15T02:16:00.001+08:00

What other more troubles is coming up for me? Just when i planned thing accordingly and then everything mess up and don't go according to plan!
FML!

Please at least the one in my mind is going smoothly... sigh.
拜托拜托。。。

operation

2010-06-14T18:29:00.000+08:00

Yet another operation next month.. :(

Potato pancake

2010-06-14T13:14:00.001+08:00

Actually french fries pancake. But still it is potato. lol...
I made it for my brunch. Breakfast+lunch.
My mama accompany my papa for appointment today and don't know till what time. So 2 servings of potato pancake will be my brunch for today.

ingredient:
1/2 cup of self-raising flour
1 cup of french fries/potato(boil ur potato or fry ur fries beforehand)
1/3cup of plain water
1 egg
salt to taste. i added about 2 - 3 teaspoons

direction:
Mix all, heat ur oil in skillet and pour the whole mixture down. fry till both side turn golden.

topping:Mayo+cherry tomato. My house do not have cheese. If not i would place cheese on top..

First half for breakfast. another half for lunch.

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random:
最近都没什么精神。
开心不起来。
很不舒服。

Recover soon... Ah ma

2010-06-13T03:03:00.000+08:00

My gma. The only grandparent I have now cuz the other 2 gpa and 1 gma pass away when I was small. Few days ago she was admitted to hospital cuz of high fever. Hope she recover soon.. And I love you. Even though we were not really close..

running away

2010-06-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

不开心。逃跑。逃避。

Hate...

2010-06-10T15:50:00.001+08:00

Quoting from what michelle phan post on her FB. So true..

“Hate is too great a burden to bear. It injures the hater more than it injures the hated.” ✖ ✖

Hating someone is a very hard thing. But yet to let go is another hard thing..

Some things are too "hating" to be forgiven and forgotten.

Whenever i told myself to let go, those bad memories just came back showing an even clearer picture of things that i thought had faded.

[New work] -The Sunglass Girl

2010-06-10T00:41:00.000+08:00

Didn't post new work for quite some time. Drew this few days ago with photoshop. My photoshop painting skill still need more more more practising. jiayou jiayou!

The sunglass ger...

好笑！可爱！

2010-06-07T19:25:00.000+08:00

How adult's comments can hurt a child...

2010-06-04T16:18:00.000+08:00

This video is from last year December. The taiwan variety show "康熙来了" where one part of it they talk about adult commenting on a child appearance etc. When one of the guests(pei zhen) started crying and said "kids are cute! They know when you said them!". And then the host(xiao S) tell and cry about how an unknown auntie hurt her daughter's feeling... lolzx i also started crying 'cuz i remember the insults i gotten when i was small...

When i was a kid i also had a lot auntie who said such comments to my mum. Those auntie were not those strangers or mum frenz. They were my relatives from mum side. They really said very bad and evil thing to my mum about me. Sometime they shoot me and my brothers. Well that time I was 7 years old! Isn't it obvious that at that age, kids definitely understood WHAT THEY WERE SAYING? Sometime they speak in dialect. Hello? We grew up listening to the elder speaking dialect, we still understood even though we don't speak to them in dialect!
Even till now, they still continue with those bad comments. Still in dialect! Thought we still dun understand? Last year, right infront of me and my mum.. My auntie told my mum that my brothers and i confirm will get those bad sickness when we reach 30 years old! grrr....

And quoting what pei zhen said in the show. When kids grow up, they will have no confidence.

I really hate those comments they said when i was a kid. Its like almost EVERYTIME they see us they will start commenting. I super hate gatherings at mum's side.

WORDS are powerful...

Hotel California

2010-06-02T01:15:00.000+08:00

I think most of us already heard this song "hotel california" by the eagles. And also understood the meaning of the lyrics.

Here is an old video of the TW variety show "kang xi lai le". Watch this long ago, happen to see it while youtube-ing. I thought this part of the show is interesting. They talk about meaning of this song "hotel california"(in chinese)

The guests all freak out!

zzz

2010-06-01T22:34:00.002+08:00

Waiting Kills!

5am.. what am i doing...

2010-06-01T05:14:00.001+08:00

Feeling abit sick. But still editing my project...
Hopefully finish it fast and catch some sleepppp!
Hope no need do until 10am like last week.. haa

jiayou jiayou jiayou!
And i'm craving for green tea suddenly. =X random

我们的距离

2010-05-28T00:59:00.000+08:00

你们的好，你们的谅解。
可是之中仍然有一个距离。
彼此之间的距离。。。

我不喜欢这种关系。。。
那种谅解中却还存在着一些“期待” 和 ”希望“。
那些我就是做不到的。
也就是那种期待与希望让我们仍然有距离感。

就因此不能进到那个圈圈。。
残酷的淘汰让我觉得不公平。。
让我觉得真心似乎没用。
真心变伤心

first joke when i woke up!

2010-05-27T17:32:00.000+08:00

Slept till quite late today. When i woke up(but still half asleep), first i used my Itouch to check some email. Then login facebook to see see look look.

I saw two notification, both are from my fren "bert"...

When i look at it, it was a response from her about her status which i tag her yesterday. WAHAHA i woke up immediately after seeing her responses!

something about her. her name is Bert-something, so few years ago i name her mother bird. And few years pass by, people associate her with different kind of bird which in all ways she deny. haha

And this is her responses i saw today..

i think just last week she fall into my trap and admitting she is a bird. Today she admit that she is a bat! hahaha

Finally getting some peaceful rest...

2010-05-25T16:10:00.001+08:00

Yeah yeah finally done with my project. Now waiting for responses and updates etc. Tired... this few day stay up till morning. But finally this morning finish it and slept till 3pm. lol...

Haa once everything is settle, shall organise K-outing with miyake-chan! Matte neh! :)

And as i mention about 2 weeks ago my kitchen is under construction! Now it seems so clean, neat and err.. abit empty. lol 'cuz they haven't install in the cabinet etc. And the kitchen toilet had no doorsss! wahaha.. oops.

Shall update photos when its really finish! :)

And so with kitchen under construction, almost everyday take-away outside food. But my papa will still cook some soup and rice at night. So we had steamboat almost every night 'cuz soup is the only thing that we can cook. And eating dinner with paper plate...

Yong tau-foo soup

Cai-fan

Hmm... now had to think what to eat/make for dinner.
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Randomly. Few weeks ago my bro's gf came over to stay at my room. So i played some prank on her. And when i was preparing bed for her,
this is what i did.

on the right side is my bed. The normal size bolster and pillow. And on the left is her bed, the XS size bolster and pillow that baby use! wahaha! The moment she see that, she take the pillow whack my butt! HAHA!

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Few days ago was cheryl's 21st birthday. I wasn't able to go :(
So i asked bert to help me pass her the present!

Birthday card! Bertina lurves this envelope so muchieee! haha

Key and locket for 21st!

4 am plus! still awake...

2010-05-22T04:16:00.001+08:00

Rushing some work... Very long didn't try rushing thing till late night. I only ever remember rushing videoss till late night. haha....

sometime better not to expect much from some people or some things..
When you have high hopes, when you fall.. it hurts even more..
:(

Sigh.. bedtime bah.. nites

2 hours plus at woodland mrt

2010-05-20T21:57:00.001+08:00

Today went to cosway point to settle some stuff. Returning things.. Mailing thing to yiyi! Yes i finally MAIL that letter which had been collecting dustsss! Be prepared to receive it bah!! :)

Then the time still early. Check my hp the time is 5.10pm or so. Meeting with bertina at 6pm plus So sit down for 5 - 10minutes then went to shop at watson. Shop around for 10 mins or so finally got nothing else to buy, decided to go pay for my stuff. And then at the counter i saw a lady with books and pink long tops. I think i remember clearly i saw those outfit when i was working at tanjong pagar last time. And that person use to have lunch with me at international plaza. HAHA thats my poly year 3 good friend! As shocking as she was, i called out her name first and there she was standing there in shock with mouth open. Her expression was as classic as ever! SO happy to see her that i can almost forget i'm waiting for that bert. lol

Headache

2010-05-19T01:59:00.000+08:00

Whole day staring and concentrating on laptop screen making me headache. Just now almost feel like whole person got suck into the laptop or something lidat. Killed lots of brain cellsss... >.<

Going to bed soon i guess...

videos

2010-05-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

卓文萱 - 一秒也好MV
nice song! Love her voice!

This is a video from a taiwan drama i wanted watch like so long ago. And i stopped at episode 2 that time 'cuz getting bz with something and never continue. And this show 80 episodes! >.<
And scv starting to AIR this show too. So in the end my papa everyday watching this show. I guess when he finishes the show on scv, i still stop at episode 2. ha ha! T_T
this show is called "魔女18号"

Sleeping late again.. Sighhh

2010-05-17T03:46:00.000+08:00

Its late. No no its early! 3.34am.. Just finish up doing something. Recently almost too tired or shag. No energy to do much thing. Sometime find myself staring at the screen the whole afternoon doing nothing. In short "stoning"...

Last week stoned 10 - 15 mins at mrt station. Just by sitting there watching the crowds. Crazy... lol

Tried not to think too much but even by simple conversation topics bring back those bad memories. Flashbacks. _|_

I should get to sleep before I start imagining bad things happening...
I should think positively and be confident.

Its now raining. Perfect weather to sleep! nite and morning~

Hs.myblogblog

Not everybody likes you

where do i go....

helping my fren advertise

so am i to forget wadeva nasty comments you say??

Happy birthday to me

finding time to write down my feelings...

long chat

Pouring out

you

movie

sigh..

sleeps

late update - my first election voting!

they say no updates!!

just thoughts. just blessed. just touched.

updates

back in sg

我离家出走了

tell me why i hate cny dunno since when

will you stop mentioning that person!?

伤害

disturbed...

dinner at New York New York!

Sunday family day

Frenz

1st jan 2011

Happy new year

christmas present!

new blogskin!

Fun. Fake. Loved

i shall spare for your thoughts while you did not..

home-made juice

friday night

Just don't give up

New layout

things to do! get motivated!

突然下起大雨， 让心情更灰暗

food posts + random ranting

time you listen wad people say

reminding me of unhappy thing

the feeling

perhaps

some lameshit.... grr

傷心

roarrrrr

masked self

为梦想。 我忍

peaceful

如此嚣张的脸真欠揍

sembawang the whole day...

updates

woodland blk 888 western stall

UNO!

grr sorethroat

Luvin' tea~ + 22nd Birthday + unhappiness

unhappy

22nd

Ichiban

FINALLY friday is coming!

纸包不住火

I remember...

ROM

2 more weeks

A nice and not so nice thursday

update

puzzle from "centuries" ago

sing till sorethroat.. kaka

小猪被吓篇。 好可爱，好好笑！XD

you thought so! But who CONFIRM!?

Udon salad/yusheng?

10th July~

you can or you can't

recently not able to focus

一切的一切

no topic

Pictures

AWESOME!

difference between monday and friday.

Happy Birthday!

突然下起大雨，让心情更灰暗

为梦想。我忍

小猪被吓篇。好可爱，好好笑！XD